where i stand

It's like a game board. Right foot on its complicated and left foot on hope. It's complicated because I don't know how this situation is helping and hope because I'm hoping that it is, but I think I'm playing the same game on two different boards. One being "hearts desire" and the second being "my mind". Mind is never idle, hoping for the best but bracing for the worst. Thinking and wondering how is this beneficial. The hearts been busy, highs and lows, loving you, missing you but its confused, how can two things that were so mutually entangled become so individually strung? Running from what would make us inevitably stronger once we came out of it. So I slipped, right knee on faith, left on overwhelmed...wanted advice from those that would listen, still not where I need to be, I'm losing forreal. A good friend said "you'd be damn fool to turn around now and lose everything you gained" that was nothing but confirmation. Before the next move there was another to be made, prayer. I know he wouldn't bring me to you just to lose you, I believe in divine connection instead of "by chance", destiny instead of karma. The next move led me to determination and faith, determination to prove myself and faith in knowing that this to will make us stronger. im off the board now catchin my stride, working for what i need, hopefully what i want will come!!! PEACE, thanks for listening lol gotta take these notes now tho. LOVE...